Saturday, November 1, 2008

How good is good enough?

I don't know if I still know myself. And what kind of statement is that (?) But yeah. Whatever. You see, sometimes I don't know what I'm talking about, and I don't think I should get this post published in the first place, but I enjoy talking gibberish now. So you can stop reading now, and I mean it! Well a friend told me that I'm the kind of person who likes to win all the time (and why am I not surprised?) while another said it is actually the opposite. But I'm guessing that what I'm feeling about those comments is, perhaps, indifferent. It's like, yeah, whatever. (I won't say I know myself better, because most of the time, I really don't). Due to the lack of emotional stability, I tend to be not-so-cool of late. Which also means that I'm loving the grumpy part of me, and worse still, I'm starting to get used to liking that part. That feeling of hatred and anger. Am I supposed to hate that? Hee. I just don't know.

So the big Q is, how good is good enough to be a person, or a human being (at least)?


blodyn said...

yeah! be angry! be bitchy! u gotta stop being a pushover! stop being so nice to everyone! but be nice to me okay? heheheh. muahs!

rajanurhazirah said...

i like the fact that we women have this tendecy of blaming the hormones for being oh so imbalanced. i do. cos that just sounds so scientifically cool, owing to such escapism :-)

anyways, i dont remember thinking of being a good person when i couldn't rationalize much. prolly it was enough to acknowledge the fact that my mood was still on the verge and let it resolve on its own. it was frustrating no kidding. but along with the self peace i promised myself, i thought of nothing and just sat down and enjoyed my ice cream like no one else's business...and that's how good is good enough for me! ;D

mimie_t said...

blodyn: hey, I'll always be nice to u kn? Muahs

rajanurhazirah: well, thanks. Can I ask you to get me a cup of sundae from McD one day? :)

rajanurhazirah said...

tade hal punye ;D

Anonymous said...

I should say that u have to keep a cool head and warm heart all the time...well, that worked for me, it may for u...afterall,"why so serious?"

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